Tonight is my last night in Tampa. I'm already 85% packed, and finishing up errand-running. I had a lovely evening at Sacred Grounds Coffee Shop (some of the best coffee ever - MUST go when you are in the Tampa area) having coffee, gourmet pizza, and listening to some great work-in-progress standup comedy.
While sipping my coffee, I got to thinking about the fact I haven't been sleeping very well lately, and wondering why. I know part of it is stress - okay, most of it is likely stress - not knowing where the road will take me. Over the past couple weeks, I've probably sent out about 40 resumes, and had a couple of interviews. I know something is coming and I will go where I am meant to be, but even with faith in hand, it is stressful and kinda scary to be standing on the edge of a cliff and not knowing what will catch you or when.
But I am also VERY excited. Excited to be heading up to Orlando for a few days to see some friends, and going to Disney's Wild Kingdom on Sunday and Hogwarts on Monday. Then I head to Baltimore to see friends I haven't seen in years - and if I don't have a job offer by then, most likely heading back to Massachusetts.
It will be wonderful to see the folks I love in MA, but I have to admit, part of it feels like moving back into mom's house because I didn't make it in the world. I know that isn't true, but I wouldn't be being honest if I didn't admit it.
But mostly I'm excited. :)
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I'm excited to see you, too. <3
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