It is the morning of our first jump. I have to say that part of me is very excited, and knows that once we have "jumped" a couple of times, I'll have a lot more balance to my schedule. Yesterday morning was a lot of running around, trying to get things finished in order to open the show - which means that over 85% of what I need to do is actually now done, except for the actual running of the shows.
My truck, Tech Truck Laverne, is just about loaded. My job this morning is to finish doing some paperwork and getting my "master book" as together as I can, and consolidate all my forms and site information in one place. I am grateful to have sit-down work today, as I think I sat down a grand total of about 70 minutes over the course of a 17 hour day...
I must say, Northern VT is incredibly beautiful, with the most temperamental weather I have ever experienced! In one day, I have had to wear my heavy sweatshirt, traded it in for sunblock, shorts & a t-shirt, then had to don my serious weather gear for torrential downpours, then it is clear as if nothing happened within 40 minutes.
So far, on this jump day, we seem to be having an overcast, cool, but non-rainy day - in other words, a perfect day for a drive. My navigator is the coach from Mongolia, a very sweet woman, who I think sometimes feels out of place because her English isn't as good as she would like. Although we did discover this morning at breakfast that she speaks Russian, and I speak just a little bit of Russian. I'm not sure how good of an actual navigator she will be, but at least she'll be able to check of the directions, so I won't have to keep track of it, which will be a huge help.
See you in Essex, VT! :)
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
new bunkmate
so... I have a new bunkmate - a gorilla! his name is Sparky, and he sits in the entrada (main entrance) to greet all our guests. since the theme is "wilderness adventures" and our clowns are dressed as Smirko Scouts, Sparky is an official Smirko Scout, too! And the safest place for Sparky when travelling is in my bunk - especially since I have plenty of room at the moment.
Woo hoo - I love my new bunkie! :)
Woo hoo - I love my new bunkie! :)
On With the Smirkus!
Today was opening day at Smirkus. I was wide awake at 6am, with all the things I needed to do racing through my head. I hit the ground running, and only now (11pm) am finally slowing down. I had about 4 bites of lunch, a quick dinner, and a couple of candy bars to sustain me.
But the real story - the first show was a little bit rocky. It was a lot of racing around today to get things done - signs posted, midway cleared, and folks asking me directions.
The first show started a little bit late, but went really well. The performers were amazing, and the show is really coming together. The second show went really smoothly - started at 7:03 and ended at 9:08 - not bad for a first day! The first show had some issues with having to ask kids to keep off the ring curb so they didn't get hurt, I busted one woman for flash photography, had a parent tell me he couldn't care less that we don't allow photos to be taken, and several volunteers who never showed up. However, I had other parents, and even our Executive Director, jump in and help.
We were also blessed with beautiful weather, and large, appreciative crowds. I hear that the next set of shows will be very challenging in that the houses will likely be sold out. Great news for Smirkus!
Tomorrow, we jump...
But the real story - the first show was a little bit rocky. It was a lot of racing around today to get things done - signs posted, midway cleared, and folks asking me directions.
The first show started a little bit late, but went really well. The performers were amazing, and the show is really coming together. The second show went really smoothly - started at 7:03 and ended at 9:08 - not bad for a first day! The first show had some issues with having to ask kids to keep off the ring curb so they didn't get hurt, I busted one woman for flash photography, had a parent tell me he couldn't care less that we don't allow photos to be taken, and several volunteers who never showed up. However, I had other parents, and even our Executive Director, jump in and help.
We were also blessed with beautiful weather, and large, appreciative crowds. I hear that the next set of shows will be very challenging in that the houses will likely be sold out. Great news for Smirkus!
Tomorrow, we jump...
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Eve of chaos!
It is the night before we open. I got to sit and watch the final dress rehearsal, to take notes of what the ushers need to watch for, as far as safety in the house. It blows me away how many times I forgot I was watching kids - they are amazing!!!
It was a long, chaotic day. My bunkmate left the Smirkus today - I do not know if she chose to leave or was asked, but it is over, and peace has been restored.
I spent my day painting stars on the adjusted presenters signage, confirming volunteers, and managed to get a load of laundry done!
I have so much I want to say, but am so exhausted I can't even think straight. I will likely be writing from Essex, VT next - we have 2 shows tomorrow and then begin the load out process.
This is going to be interesting... :)
It was a long, chaotic day. My bunkmate left the Smirkus today - I do not know if she chose to leave or was asked, but it is over, and peace has been restored.
I spent my day painting stars on the adjusted presenters signage, confirming volunteers, and managed to get a load of laundry done!
I have so much I want to say, but am so exhausted I can't even think straight. I will likely be writing from Essex, VT next - we have 2 shows tomorrow and then begin the load out process.
This is going to be interesting... :)
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
common courtesy
It is a crazy time, here at the Smirkus. Getting everything ready and together for opening day on Friday, making sure I have my head together and organized (I know it is the only thing that will save me this summer), and dealing with musical bunkmates.
The intern is moving in as we speak. I spoke with the Tour Manager earlier today, and voiced my concerns about the intern's attitude. It is extremely difficult for me to have those kinds of conversations, and I am grateful that I am in an environment where I feel safe and supported. In fact, the Tour Manager said that she knows she is putting me in a difficult position, and wants me to know that I am supported and that she understands. This really is an amazing organization.
So - the intern. After being informed by the Production Manager about her move, she approached me and informed me that I have 2 choices: her saxophone can either go under my bunk in storage, or it will be stored in the open where it will be tripped over. I asked if she gets it out a lot, and she said "all the time". I said it could be fine, but that she should consider putting it in the closet, since that is her dedicated space. She informed me it wasn't an option, and walked away.
I took a little time to absorb this, and decided that her attitude is not acceptable. I called her over a while later, and told her that there is a third choice - she stores it in her bunk. I also informed her that her attitude is not acceptable, and that she needs to show some courtesy and respect. I used the example of the project she was doing for me yesterday - that the courteous and professional thing to do would have been to inform me that she was unable to complete the project, so that I could put it back on my to-do list. She immediately began with the excuses, "I got pulled into other things!" to which I replied, "I understand that and it's fine, but it would have been common courtesy to inform me it wasn't done, instead of leaving it for me to find." I further said, "We will be living in very close quarters - you need to show some courtesy and respect - pleases and thank you's will go a very long way." She then walked away, and it took me about 10 minutes before my hands stopped shaking.
When I returned to the bunk after dinner and a shower, she was unpacking. I asked if she would mind giving me a couple of minutes to get dressed, and came out, and demanded that I give her my drawer. I reminded her that she has the entire closet, and she whined that I have this space and that space. I smiled, said "no", and told her that if she had said "please" it would likely have been a different story - and it would. I would have been happy to move my underwear to a bag under my bunk, if she had shown some simple courtesy.
I don't feel like it should be my job to snap her leash on the respect issue, but I am also not going to allow her to walk all over me. Just like training a dog - you behave, you get what you want, you don't behave, you don't get anything.
I think my lessons in this are about being clear in boundaries and standing up for myself, something that is often challenging for me. I will say, however, that our last interaction felt good when I informed her that it would have been different if she had been respectful.
I just hope she doesn't snore.... :)
The intern is moving in as we speak. I spoke with the Tour Manager earlier today, and voiced my concerns about the intern's attitude. It is extremely difficult for me to have those kinds of conversations, and I am grateful that I am in an environment where I feel safe and supported. In fact, the Tour Manager said that she knows she is putting me in a difficult position, and wants me to know that I am supported and that she understands. This really is an amazing organization.
So - the intern. After being informed by the Production Manager about her move, she approached me and informed me that I have 2 choices: her saxophone can either go under my bunk in storage, or it will be stored in the open where it will be tripped over. I asked if she gets it out a lot, and she said "all the time". I said it could be fine, but that she should consider putting it in the closet, since that is her dedicated space. She informed me it wasn't an option, and walked away.
I took a little time to absorb this, and decided that her attitude is not acceptable. I called her over a while later, and told her that there is a third choice - she stores it in her bunk. I also informed her that her attitude is not acceptable, and that she needs to show some courtesy and respect. I used the example of the project she was doing for me yesterday - that the courteous and professional thing to do would have been to inform me that she was unable to complete the project, so that I could put it back on my to-do list. She immediately began with the excuses, "I got pulled into other things!" to which I replied, "I understand that and it's fine, but it would have been common courtesy to inform me it wasn't done, instead of leaving it for me to find." I further said, "We will be living in very close quarters - you need to show some courtesy and respect - pleases and thank you's will go a very long way." She then walked away, and it took me about 10 minutes before my hands stopped shaking.
When I returned to the bunk after dinner and a shower, she was unpacking. I asked if she would mind giving me a couple of minutes to get dressed, and came out, and demanded that I give her my drawer. I reminded her that she has the entire closet, and she whined that I have this space and that space. I smiled, said "no", and told her that if she had said "please" it would likely have been a different story - and it would. I would have been happy to move my underwear to a bag under my bunk, if she had shown some simple courtesy.
I don't feel like it should be my job to snap her leash on the respect issue, but I am also not going to allow her to walk all over me. Just like training a dog - you behave, you get what you want, you don't behave, you don't get anything.
I think my lessons in this are about being clear in boundaries and standing up for myself, something that is often challenging for me. I will say, however, that our last interaction felt good when I informed her that it would have been different if she had been respectful.
I just hope she doesn't snore.... :)
Monday, June 21, 2010
The DOT Physical - and other things
It started out straightforward enough - take a van with a bunch of people to the Burlington, VT airport to pick up rental vehicles for the tour. Take some to a secondary place for other vehicles. Drive to Wal-Mart to pick up a few things I need for Front of House. Go to the walk-in clinic to have a DOT physical so I am cleared to drive one of the box trucks on tour. Then drive back to camp. Simple, right? Riiight......
The drive out was uneventful and fun. There was 6 or 7 of us in the van, and we had a grand old time chatting and really getting to know each other. Turns out we had to literally drive right past Ben & Jerry's world headquarters, and a couple of the guys had never been there. I said I wasn't comfortable taking the time to go on the full tour, but I could be convinced to stop for ice cream - so we had ice cream. :) And the answer to the question is: "No, 10 am is NOT too early for ice cream!" (and for the record, pomegranate sorbet is wicked yummy)
Got to the airport dropoff with no issues. Thought we got lost on the way to the 2nd place, but found that fine, too. Then the real adventures began... Turns out the Mapquest directions I had were for the wrong address, and I couldn't find Wal-Mart. I finally pulled over and asked for directions. After 3 more mis-tries, I finally found it - after about 30 minutes of driving in circles. I decided to give myself a break, and checked in with a few folks I haven't been able to talk to, including my mom, who was delighted to hear from me. Yay mom! :) I even had a job interview with touring company in Boston, and I just might have a job offer by the end of the week! Wow...
I got my shopping done, and headed to the walk-in clinic. After about 40 minutes, I finally got my physical done - and was given a clean bill of health. I decided that at 3:30, it was time to get some lunch - Quizno's Sammy's are really good!
I decided to call in to the home base to let them know I was on my way, and to see if they needed anything else and if I should gas up the van. They were surprised I was leaving so late, and I explained that I got lost on the way to Wal-Mart (then again, I got lost IN Wal-Mart too, as it is so not set up the way they are back home - ahh, I miss home...).
I also got lost two more times on the way home, between strange directions and not well marked streets. I did figure it out, and was doing the happy happy dance when I saw the signs for Smirkus at the turnoff to Circus Road.
Silly me - I thought that was the end of the adventure for the day! I get back, and get treated like I'm lying about getting lost (one of the interns flat-out said I was wrong that Mapquest was incorrect, but then allowed for the fact that she's from the area and knows her way around - then again, she's 21 with an attitude - I need to talk to her about the project she did for me and didn't finish, without telling me she didn't finish it). Fortunately (for me, not her!), one of the other drivers got lost going to Wal-Mart too. She took down the address from my directions, and her Tom-Tom sent her to a completely different place (the same plaza I found), and it took her a half hour to find Wal-Mart too! Not to mention, the area where Wal-Mart is was signed well for Marshalls, Circuit City and Home Depot, but no mention of Wal-Mart! ARGH!!!
However, that said - it was a beautiful, perfect day for a drive. I saw a statue of 2 whale tails that looked like they were diving into the grass, and a car dealer had a sporty red convertible in the front of the lot, with a cigar store indian in the drivers' seat. If I hadn't been driving, I would have taken a picture!
I also saw a display of sculptures made with a chainsaw - including bears & a moose! And I made it home for dinner...
I also discovered upon my return that my bunkmate has left! Apparently she decided it wasn't a good fit for her. I'm sad to see her go, and I wish her well on her journey.
Now to work a little more and head to bed.
The drive out was uneventful and fun. There was 6 or 7 of us in the van, and we had a grand old time chatting and really getting to know each other. Turns out we had to literally drive right past Ben & Jerry's world headquarters, and a couple of the guys had never been there. I said I wasn't comfortable taking the time to go on the full tour, but I could be convinced to stop for ice cream - so we had ice cream. :) And the answer to the question is: "No, 10 am is NOT too early for ice cream!" (and for the record, pomegranate sorbet is wicked yummy)
Got to the airport dropoff with no issues. Thought we got lost on the way to the 2nd place, but found that fine, too. Then the real adventures began... Turns out the Mapquest directions I had were for the wrong address, and I couldn't find Wal-Mart. I finally pulled over and asked for directions. After 3 more mis-tries, I finally found it - after about 30 minutes of driving in circles. I decided to give myself a break, and checked in with a few folks I haven't been able to talk to, including my mom, who was delighted to hear from me. Yay mom! :) I even had a job interview with touring company in Boston, and I just might have a job offer by the end of the week! Wow...
I got my shopping done, and headed to the walk-in clinic. After about 40 minutes, I finally got my physical done - and was given a clean bill of health. I decided that at 3:30, it was time to get some lunch - Quizno's Sammy's are really good!
I decided to call in to the home base to let them know I was on my way, and to see if they needed anything else and if I should gas up the van. They were surprised I was leaving so late, and I explained that I got lost on the way to Wal-Mart (then again, I got lost IN Wal-Mart too, as it is so not set up the way they are back home - ahh, I miss home...).
I also got lost two more times on the way home, between strange directions and not well marked streets. I did figure it out, and was doing the happy happy dance when I saw the signs for Smirkus at the turnoff to Circus Road.
Silly me - I thought that was the end of the adventure for the day! I get back, and get treated like I'm lying about getting lost (one of the interns flat-out said I was wrong that Mapquest was incorrect, but then allowed for the fact that she's from the area and knows her way around - then again, she's 21 with an attitude - I need to talk to her about the project she did for me and didn't finish, without telling me she didn't finish it). Fortunately (for me, not her!), one of the other drivers got lost going to Wal-Mart too. She took down the address from my directions, and her Tom-Tom sent her to a completely different place (the same plaza I found), and it took her a half hour to find Wal-Mart too! Not to mention, the area where Wal-Mart is was signed well for Marshalls, Circuit City and Home Depot, but no mention of Wal-Mart! ARGH!!!
However, that said - it was a beautiful, perfect day for a drive. I saw a statue of 2 whale tails that looked like they were diving into the grass, and a car dealer had a sporty red convertible in the front of the lot, with a cigar store indian in the drivers' seat. If I hadn't been driving, I would have taken a picture!
I also saw a display of sculptures made with a chainsaw - including bears & a moose! And I made it home for dinner...
I also discovered upon my return that my bunkmate has left! Apparently she decided it wasn't a good fit for her. I'm sad to see her go, and I wish her well on her journey.
Now to work a little more and head to bed.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
it's a secret...
I don't want to admit it - but I'm already a little homesick.
I miss (in no particular order):
* Settling in with my cats and watching TV at night.
* Being able to use my cell phone (there is no service here for miles!)
* Having a fast internet connection, and not having every other page time out
* My cats
* My BED!
* My bathroom
* My SHOWER!!
* Being able to walk into town
* Seeing different people every day
* My CHIROPRACTOR!!!
* My town
* My boyfriend
* My friends
* Having shopping within 20 min - not 1.5 hours
* Not having spiders, flies, and all manner of bugs crawling on me nearly constantly
* Cooking
* My own laundry machines
* Did I mention my bed? And being able to use my cell phone? And my shower?
It's amazing the things you miss. I really miss being able to plan my own menus. Don't get me wrong - they feel us REALLY well here, and I hopefully won't starve. But it is a very limited menu, and it is pretty much impossible for me to keep to the nutrional plan I want to be on. If I did, I would eat pretty much just lettuce every day. :( I miss my baked salmon. I want grilled veggies that don't include peppers, onions and mushrooms...
I love where I am and what I'm doing, but it's good to know that home really is home, too...
I miss (in no particular order):
* Settling in with my cats and watching TV at night.
* Being able to use my cell phone (there is no service here for miles!)
* Having a fast internet connection, and not having every other page time out
* My cats
* My BED!
* My bathroom
* My SHOWER!!
* Being able to walk into town
* Seeing different people every day
* My CHIROPRACTOR!!!
* My town
* My boyfriend
* My friends
* Having shopping within 20 min - not 1.5 hours
* Not having spiders, flies, and all manner of bugs crawling on me nearly constantly
* Cooking
* My own laundry machines
* Did I mention my bed? And being able to use my cell phone? And my shower?
It's amazing the things you miss. I really miss being able to plan my own menus. Don't get me wrong - they feel us REALLY well here, and I hopefully won't starve. But it is a very limited menu, and it is pretty much impossible for me to keep to the nutrional plan I want to be on. If I did, I would eat pretty much just lettuce every day. :( I miss my baked salmon. I want grilled veggies that don't include peppers, onions and mushrooms...
I love where I am and what I'm doing, but it's good to know that home really is home, too...
Countdown to Jump
As of 8pm this evening, I will have been at Smirkus a full week - and what a week it has been!
I am grateful that today was the first day I had to break out any of my foul-weather gear, but I did have to use my jacket and hat. The weather is bizarre here - literally hot and sunny one minute, then 10 degrees colder and pouring rain the next, then back and forth all day.
I will say, however, I don't think I've ever been in a prettier place. I'm hoping to go for a nice walk on Tuesday or Wednesday and take some pictures before we leave for Essex, VT.
It took a couple days for me to settle into life here. I'm used to living alone and having a whole house to myself - now I share a room about the size of my bathroom with another person - and the interesting part is that I'm now the tidy one! Yes, it is true!
I've spent 3 days painting - sandwich boards for signage, and stanchions to put ropes on and "candy canes" - barries to (hopefully) keep kids out of the aisles when the Troupers enter and exit the ring from the side entrances. I spent part of today "wrapping" the candy canes themselves - pvc pipe bent in a slight arc - with blue and white electrical tape. They look pretty good, if I say so myself!
A couple days ago I finally to to meet Rob, the founder and visionary of Circus Smirkus. He is quiet, unassuming, and genteely friendly, as seem to be everyone who is either from Vermont or has lived here for a while. Of course, I met him when I was taking a break for lunch, and covered head to toe in red paint (I had a little accident, and the paint won). I commented, "I had really hoped to look a bit more presentable when we met" - to which he looked me up and down, taking in my tie-dyed shirt and paint-splashed pants and exclaimed, "But you're so colorful! It's wonderful!" and I said, "Yes, I guess it is a bit Smirkus, isn't it?" :) Somehow it seems a fitting way to mark meeting the founder...
Last night was the "No talent talent show" - and what an evening it was! Many of the Smirkos and a few of the staff performed. It included clowning by staff, tap dancing, mime with sound effects, singing, piano-playing, air guitar and other instruments, magic, impressions, and the main requirement is that the talent you shared was not related to the circus (exception made for the clown emcee, as he was a long-standing part of the show). I was part of a bad magic act, and had a ball doing. I showed off my skill at juggling one orange, much to the amusement of all.
Today I was also given my offical Smirkus cell phone, to be an "in case of emergency" number for Trouper families.
This evening will be spent putting together my "master book" and getting organized for the upcoming shows, now that the majority of outdoor stuff (with the exception of washing the mats for kids to sit on, and I need better weather to do that) is done.
It really is amazing being part of an organization like this. Earlier today I was chatting with one of the Troupers, who was wearing a knee brace. She told me she tore her ACL last September doing gymnastics, had surgery in December, and is good to go. The dedication of these kids is amazing, and humbling. As are their many talents - and by and large, they are good, sweet kids.
And if I didn't mention it already, 80%+ of the shows are performed as benefits for worthy organizations - Circus Smirkus helps raise funds for some really great non-profit organizations.
I hope to see you at the Smirkus this summer! :)
I am grateful that today was the first day I had to break out any of my foul-weather gear, but I did have to use my jacket and hat. The weather is bizarre here - literally hot and sunny one minute, then 10 degrees colder and pouring rain the next, then back and forth all day.
I will say, however, I don't think I've ever been in a prettier place. I'm hoping to go for a nice walk on Tuesday or Wednesday and take some pictures before we leave for Essex, VT.
It took a couple days for me to settle into life here. I'm used to living alone and having a whole house to myself - now I share a room about the size of my bathroom with another person - and the interesting part is that I'm now the tidy one! Yes, it is true!
I've spent 3 days painting - sandwich boards for signage, and stanchions to put ropes on and "candy canes" - barries to (hopefully) keep kids out of the aisles when the Troupers enter and exit the ring from the side entrances. I spent part of today "wrapping" the candy canes themselves - pvc pipe bent in a slight arc - with blue and white electrical tape. They look pretty good, if I say so myself!
A couple days ago I finally to to meet Rob, the founder and visionary of Circus Smirkus. He is quiet, unassuming, and genteely friendly, as seem to be everyone who is either from Vermont or has lived here for a while. Of course, I met him when I was taking a break for lunch, and covered head to toe in red paint (I had a little accident, and the paint won). I commented, "I had really hoped to look a bit more presentable when we met" - to which he looked me up and down, taking in my tie-dyed shirt and paint-splashed pants and exclaimed, "But you're so colorful! It's wonderful!" and I said, "Yes, I guess it is a bit Smirkus, isn't it?" :) Somehow it seems a fitting way to mark meeting the founder...
Last night was the "No talent talent show" - and what an evening it was! Many of the Smirkos and a few of the staff performed. It included clowning by staff, tap dancing, mime with sound effects, singing, piano-playing, air guitar and other instruments, magic, impressions, and the main requirement is that the talent you shared was not related to the circus (exception made for the clown emcee, as he was a long-standing part of the show). I was part of a bad magic act, and had a ball doing. I showed off my skill at juggling one orange, much to the amusement of all.
Today I was also given my offical Smirkus cell phone, to be an "in case of emergency" number for Trouper families.
This evening will be spent putting together my "master book" and getting organized for the upcoming shows, now that the majority of outdoor stuff (with the exception of washing the mats for kids to sit on, and I need better weather to do that) is done.
It really is amazing being part of an organization like this. Earlier today I was chatting with one of the Troupers, who was wearing a knee brace. She told me she tore her ACL last September doing gymnastics, had surgery in December, and is good to go. The dedication of these kids is amazing, and humbling. As are their many talents - and by and large, they are good, sweet kids.
And if I didn't mention it already, 80%+ of the shows are performed as benefits for worthy organizations - Circus Smirkus helps raise funds for some really great non-profit organizations.
I hope to see you at the Smirkus this summer! :)
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
And so it begins...
Things are in full swing here at the Smirkus. I am grateful to have my car with me, as I have already made 2 trips into the general store 5 miles away for things that I didn't think I would need (like a heating pad to keep my feet warm so I can sleep at night!).
The weather has been very New England - cold at night, dreary during the day, and sunny in the evenings. However, yesterday (Wednesday) it was gorgeous, and almost warm! Today it has been dreary and trying to rain all day...
Things are ramping up - the last of the staff is arriving, things are being build for sets, costumes are being fitted (and very adorable!), and the acts are coming together.
I had a meeting today with the executive director, and feel like I am getting my head around my job. I think I have what I will need to update the paint on some of the sign holders, and will be putting together my "master book" over the next few days.
We will have 17 stops in 6.5 weeks, with pretty much no days off. There is one town in MA that has been giving us grief, and we are seeing some progress on that point. I think the problem is they hear "Circus" and think "Carnival with midway" and don't realize that we won't be the disruption to the area that they anticipate...
Today I felt like I was on a scavenger hunt - looking for paint brushes, hands to the clock sign (and a way to attach them), and a place to paint. After finally being given permission to buy the paint I need, I ended up going 2 towns over to Hardwick, VT, to get the paint, other supplies, and wood for the carpenters. I returned, turned in my receipts to the office, and when I went to retrieve my paint, it turns out the van had been taken - so I guess I'll get it later!
Oh - if you are interested, the vans are large, 15 person vans - one blue, called "Buster", and green, "The Frog". Turns out they're a lot of fun to drive!
I'm also finding that between the constant low pressure system, the fresh air, the really yummy, healthy food, and the lack of contact with the outside world, that it is possible to work full time and yet slow down. I know I have plenty of time to do what needs to be done, and that it will be done well. The folks here are friendly, and they trust that I am a professional who knows how to do my job - and will ask if there is something I don't know. What a refreshing change! And to be surrounded with wonderful, friendly people - I love the Smirkus! :)
My bunkmate arrived today - and seems to be settling in. She is happy with the space arrangement, and I think we're going to get on well.
The weather has been very New England - cold at night, dreary during the day, and sunny in the evenings. However, yesterday (Wednesday) it was gorgeous, and almost warm! Today it has been dreary and trying to rain all day...
Things are ramping up - the last of the staff is arriving, things are being build for sets, costumes are being fitted (and very adorable!), and the acts are coming together.
I had a meeting today with the executive director, and feel like I am getting my head around my job. I think I have what I will need to update the paint on some of the sign holders, and will be putting together my "master book" over the next few days.
We will have 17 stops in 6.5 weeks, with pretty much no days off. There is one town in MA that has been giving us grief, and we are seeing some progress on that point. I think the problem is they hear "Circus" and think "Carnival with midway" and don't realize that we won't be the disruption to the area that they anticipate...
Today I felt like I was on a scavenger hunt - looking for paint brushes, hands to the clock sign (and a way to attach them), and a place to paint. After finally being given permission to buy the paint I need, I ended up going 2 towns over to Hardwick, VT, to get the paint, other supplies, and wood for the carpenters. I returned, turned in my receipts to the office, and when I went to retrieve my paint, it turns out the van had been taken - so I guess I'll get it later!
Oh - if you are interested, the vans are large, 15 person vans - one blue, called "Buster", and green, "The Frog". Turns out they're a lot of fun to drive!
I'm also finding that between the constant low pressure system, the fresh air, the really yummy, healthy food, and the lack of contact with the outside world, that it is possible to work full time and yet slow down. I know I have plenty of time to do what needs to be done, and that it will be done well. The folks here are friendly, and they trust that I am a professional who knows how to do my job - and will ask if there is something I don't know. What a refreshing change! And to be surrounded with wonderful, friendly people - I love the Smirkus! :)
My bunkmate arrived today - and seems to be settling in. She is happy with the space arrangement, and I think we're going to get on well.
Monday, June 14, 2010
You are here ----->
I finally arrived at Smirkus.
I left nearly 4 hours later than I wanted to - partly because it seemed to take forever to finish all the little bits of packing (still realizing stuff I forgot), I wanted to leave my house in a way that I wouldn't be embarrassed at the thought of people coming into it to live and take care of my cats, and partly because I wanted to spend just a little quality time enjoying the company of my new boyfriend (a rarity as I always seem to be on the road since we met) and the energy of my town that I won't see all summer. And it just seems to be one of those days - I went to get the Febreeze out of my bag, and discovered it had come open (while laying on its side) in the bag - at least 1/3 of it is now in the bottom of my bag... Oh well, at least it smells fresh!
The day as I was driving was overcast, with occasional rain. I stopped in White River Junction, roughly the halfway point, to have a quick dinner with my grandparents, which was a nice treat.
As I got back on the the highway to head to the great North, I realized that I had never been past White River Junction on I-91 Northbound - I was literally in new territory. At the moment I had that realization, the skies literally cleared - and the sun came out to the extent that I had to wear my sunglasses for most of the journey ("my life is so bright I gotta wear shades!"). It was like my trip was being blessed by the Gods - I had a Louise Hay lecture in the cd player, and life is good.
Northern Vermont is beautiful. It looks like it does in the postcards - rolling hills covered in trees of varying shades of green. Small lakes and ponds dot the countryside, as do red barns, farmhouses, and "oreo" cows (saw twin babies ~ so cute!).
I managed to find my way to "Circus Lane", and drove the half mile down the dirt road - until I turned a corner, and there it was - the Big Top in all its white and blue striped glory. Slightly smaller than I envisioned, but exciting, and surrounded by other, smaller, tents. I pulled up to the building with a handful of young folks practicing juggling with a diablo (like an hourglass on a string) and asked where to find the person who could point me to my bunk. After about a half hour, I got sorted out, and even met my new best friend, the Concessions Manager.
It seems trivial, but I'm excited that my roommate isn't here yet - she won't arrive for another day or two, so I'll have a chance to get settled and not have to trip over another person while I unpack and get sorted out.
The space is tiny - about the size of my bathroom, with 2 bunk beds slightly thinner than a twin-size bed, a small closet, a nightstand with 2 shelves, 2 small storage spaces under the bed, and 2 small drawers under the closet. I am glad to have time to figure out where to put everything - and I'm happy that I get the bottom bunk! I just hope she doesn't snore....
I am here...! :)
I left nearly 4 hours later than I wanted to - partly because it seemed to take forever to finish all the little bits of packing (still realizing stuff I forgot), I wanted to leave my house in a way that I wouldn't be embarrassed at the thought of people coming into it to live and take care of my cats, and partly because I wanted to spend just a little quality time enjoying the company of my new boyfriend (a rarity as I always seem to be on the road since we met) and the energy of my town that I won't see all summer. And it just seems to be one of those days - I went to get the Febreeze out of my bag, and discovered it had come open (while laying on its side) in the bag - at least 1/3 of it is now in the bottom of my bag... Oh well, at least it smells fresh!
The day as I was driving was overcast, with occasional rain. I stopped in White River Junction, roughly the halfway point, to have a quick dinner with my grandparents, which was a nice treat.
As I got back on the the highway to head to the great North, I realized that I had never been past White River Junction on I-91 Northbound - I was literally in new territory. At the moment I had that realization, the skies literally cleared - and the sun came out to the extent that I had to wear my sunglasses for most of the journey ("my life is so bright I gotta wear shades!"). It was like my trip was being blessed by the Gods - I had a Louise Hay lecture in the cd player, and life is good.
Northern Vermont is beautiful. It looks like it does in the postcards - rolling hills covered in trees of varying shades of green. Small lakes and ponds dot the countryside, as do red barns, farmhouses, and "oreo" cows (saw twin babies ~ so cute!).
I managed to find my way to "Circus Lane", and drove the half mile down the dirt road - until I turned a corner, and there it was - the Big Top in all its white and blue striped glory. Slightly smaller than I envisioned, but exciting, and surrounded by other, smaller, tents. I pulled up to the building with a handful of young folks practicing juggling with a diablo (like an hourglass on a string) and asked where to find the person who could point me to my bunk. After about a half hour, I got sorted out, and even met my new best friend, the Concessions Manager.
It seems trivial, but I'm excited that my roommate isn't here yet - she won't arrive for another day or two, so I'll have a chance to get settled and not have to trip over another person while I unpack and get sorted out.
The space is tiny - about the size of my bathroom, with 2 bunk beds slightly thinner than a twin-size bed, a small closet, a nightstand with 2 shelves, 2 small storage spaces under the bed, and 2 small drawers under the closet. I am glad to have time to figure out where to put everything - and I'm happy that I get the bottom bunk! I just hope she doesn't snore....
I am here...! :)
Sunday, June 13, 2010
one, two, three...jump!
It's finally here - the day I have been working toward. I am leaving for the Smirkus.
I'm going crazy, making sure I have everything, making sure all the "must do" stuff is done. But the list is crossed off, the car is packed, the kitties have been kissed, and it is time to hit the road (3 hours later than I wanted to, but it wouldn't be me otherwise!).
Yes, I'm nervous - but I'm also wicked excited. This is such a cool adventure I am embarking on. Something most people can only even begin to dream about. About 5 hours from now (I'm stopping by my Grandparent's to say hello on the way through VT), I'll be arriving at Smirkus world headquarters, and settling in for my journey - wild ride?
I look forward to sharing my adventure with you, and hope to see you at the Smirkus!
Kat :)
tour schedule:
http://www.smirkus.org/htm/tour/tourschedule.html
I'm going crazy, making sure I have everything, making sure all the "must do" stuff is done. But the list is crossed off, the car is packed, the kitties have been kissed, and it is time to hit the road (3 hours later than I wanted to, but it wouldn't be me otherwise!).
Yes, I'm nervous - but I'm also wicked excited. This is such a cool adventure I am embarking on. Something most people can only even begin to dream about. About 5 hours from now (I'm stopping by my Grandparent's to say hello on the way through VT), I'll be arriving at Smirkus world headquarters, and settling in for my journey - wild ride?
I look forward to sharing my adventure with you, and hope to see you at the Smirkus!
Kat :)
tour schedule:
http://www.smirkus.org/htm/tour/tourschedule.html
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Out of time
I had a feeling that this last week would go quickly, but it was literally in the blink of an eye! I've gotten a lot done, but as I look around me at all I still need to do before I leave tomorrow, I feel like I have gotten nothing accomplished.
Finishing up laundry, packing, triple-checking the packing list to make sure I have everything, hoping I've thought of everything. The good part is I've been so busy I haven't been able to think about being nervous.
The amusing part is that I have been talking about leaving on tour for almost a month now, but it seems like only in the last few days have people started to hear me. All of a sudden, folks I've been trying to connect with realize I'm leaving and suddenly want to see me - so in addition to putting everything together, I've been trying to have a social life. Why is it that people seem to want to see you the most when you don't really have time?
At least I have my annual birthday get-together with my best girlfriend to look forward to when I get back - we wanted to do it before I left, but we both have crazy schedules.
I am so excited to see friends on this tour. We'll be visiting cities near folks I haven't seen in ages, which is one of the best things about touring. With luck, I may even get to see a little of some of the places we visit.
T-minus approx. 15 hours and counting....
Finishing up laundry, packing, triple-checking the packing list to make sure I have everything, hoping I've thought of everything. The good part is I've been so busy I haven't been able to think about being nervous.
The amusing part is that I have been talking about leaving on tour for almost a month now, but it seems like only in the last few days have people started to hear me. All of a sudden, folks I've been trying to connect with realize I'm leaving and suddenly want to see me - so in addition to putting everything together, I've been trying to have a social life. Why is it that people seem to want to see you the most when you don't really have time?
At least I have my annual birthday get-together with my best girlfriend to look forward to when I get back - we wanted to do it before I left, but we both have crazy schedules.
I am so excited to see friends on this tour. We'll be visiting cities near folks I haven't seen in ages, which is one of the best things about touring. With luck, I may even get to see a little of some of the places we visit.
T-minus approx. 15 hours and counting....
Friday, June 4, 2010
"Pre-Deployment" countdown
Eight days until I leave. Wow. Eight.
I'm experiencing what I expected to feel in these days, excitement, and a little nervous, setting out on such a new adventure. But I'm also feeling something I didn't expect - depression. Like a mafia thug in the movies, it was like I came home one night, and there he was, waiting for me in the dark - turning on the light, saying "Hello, sweetheart, miss me?" and I'm wondering how the hell he got in.
It's made me realize that I have never been away from home for this long - without bringing my home with me - ie, moving. Sure, I was gone for 5 weeks when my dad died - but that was being with my mom - and not something I was expecting. This is something altogether different. This is a conscious choice to leave all that I know and leap, completely, into the unknown.
I try to keep busy with all the last minute things I need to do, as well as clean and organize my house so the housesitter doesn't think too badly of me - but the truth is, I'm more than a little scared. I catch myself wondering, "Will I be good at this?" "Can I handle it all?" "Will they like me?" "Will they give me a hard time because I'm the new kid?" It's like starting junior high school all over again, only this time I don't get to go home to mom.
I know I'll be okay - it's just a little intimidating knowing it is almost time to jump...
I'm experiencing what I expected to feel in these days, excitement, and a little nervous, setting out on such a new adventure. But I'm also feeling something I didn't expect - depression. Like a mafia thug in the movies, it was like I came home one night, and there he was, waiting for me in the dark - turning on the light, saying "Hello, sweetheart, miss me?" and I'm wondering how the hell he got in.
It's made me realize that I have never been away from home for this long - without bringing my home with me - ie, moving. Sure, I was gone for 5 weeks when my dad died - but that was being with my mom - and not something I was expecting. This is something altogether different. This is a conscious choice to leave all that I know and leap, completely, into the unknown.
I try to keep busy with all the last minute things I need to do, as well as clean and organize my house so the housesitter doesn't think too badly of me - but the truth is, I'm more than a little scared. I catch myself wondering, "Will I be good at this?" "Can I handle it all?" "Will they like me?" "Will they give me a hard time because I'm the new kid?" It's like starting junior high school all over again, only this time I don't get to go home to mom.
I know I'll be okay - it's just a little intimidating knowing it is almost time to jump...
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
taking leaps
Wow - here is a video of one of the most amazing proposals I have ever seen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQVoAWSP7k4
And a great example of what Circus Smirkus folks are all about! :) The performers, as well as the guy proposing, are Smikus alumni.
Oddly enough, I had my first dream about Smirkus last night as well.... This is going to be a very interesting journey...
And a great example of what Circus Smirkus folks are all about! :) The performers, as well as the guy proposing, are Smikus alumni.
Oddly enough, I had my first dream about Smirkus last night as well.... This is going to be a very interesting journey...
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Countdown begins...
Wow, time is really beginning to fly. I leave in exactly 12 days. With the exception of rain pants and a few odds and ends, I have pretty much everything I need.
The fun thing now is trying to fit in everyone who wants to get together before I head out - I feel so popular! That, combined with trying to get all the little odds and ends done around the house is really making the day fly by. I know it will seem like a blink and it will be time to hit the road.
In the meantime, I thought you might enjoy this glimpse of Circus Smirkus, courtesy of NPR: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEswqDNW4J8
Enjoy! :)
The fun thing now is trying to fit in everyone who wants to get together before I head out - I feel so popular! That, combined with trying to get all the little odds and ends done around the house is really making the day fly by. I know it will seem like a blink and it will be time to hit the road.
In the meantime, I thought you might enjoy this glimpse of Circus Smirkus, courtesy of NPR: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEswqDNW4J8
Enjoy! :)
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